You're just a boy

Never know how it hurts

You might know later,

I'm the best for you...

But I do not know,

whether we're still or not.......

IF I WERE A BOY ( Beyonce)

[Verse]
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Bridge]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Chorus 2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

Masih ada sisa puntung rokokmu di terasku,
rasanya aku tak ingin membuangnya
karena aku masih ingin mengingatmu
mengingat kenangan terakhir ketika kau duduk di sini,
dan kita bercerita tentang apa saja,
tentang harapan-harapaan,
tentang perih-perih,
tentang rona-rona bahagia yang kita temukan di pinggir jalan.

Dan ternyata aku harus membuang puntung itu,
bukan berarti aku tak mau melihatnya lagi,
tapi karena aku tak mau perih ini tercerabut kembali...

Today

This day,
I don't wear your watch
I put your doll off from my bed
I take your pic off from my wallet
I even park my cycle out from your sight
I change our pic

Not because I hate you
It's just because I want to learn how to forget you
To let you go from my mind

And re-reflect how terrible my love life is
Not only with you,
but also a journey till I found you
Said that it's you, fulfilling my dreams
And to be sure that you're the one

But I realize
that I'm wrong.
Again.

Ini seperti film yang pernah ku tonton....

He loves me, he loves me not
He loves me, he loves me not
He loves me, he loves me not

Terang lalu gelap,
Senang kemudian perih,
Terlihat setelahnya tertutup.

Lelah...

Mengapa sudah sejauh ini tapi kau masih meributkan hal-hal seperti ini?
Jika kita masih 1-2 bulan, kurasa masih wajar,
tapi sekarang? kita sudah tidak perlu mempertanyakan
kepercayaan dengan pasangan kita lagi kan?

Aku lelah di awal hari,
Membuatku menggeram,
Tak perlu lah bertengkar untuk hal-hal yg sudah nyata tak berarti buat kita.

aku mengira keperihan ini akan berakhir begitu aku menemukanmu,
ternyata tidak.

aku merasa terisak kembali ke masa laluku,
kenanganku koyak setelah bertahun-tahun kusimpan,
salah siapa ini?
apakah memang aku tak pantas untuk siapa-siapa?
hingga berkali-kali mengalaminya?

hingga aku merasa yakin,
ia lah yang aku cari

tentu saja kau tidak serta merta membuatku merasa demikian,
namun perlahan kau mengubah duniaku,
mengubah keinginan-keinginanku,
mengubah amarah-amarahku

tidak,
aku yakin ia bukanlah tanpa sengaja datang di hidupku,
ia sudah ditakdirkan,
dan sudah melekat di lembaran hidupku
semoga ia tak semu...